I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery, I will not break the way you did. You fell so hard I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far. Because of you I never stay too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you I am afraid. I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes, I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh every day of my life . My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.